I believe that if you want to do something, you'll find a way; if not, you'll find an excuse. Knowledge gives us the ability to perceive our reality in a different way, but first we need to accept where we are before we go somewhere else. We can't ignore the facts, but we can re-frame them in a more enlightened way. We already have everything we desire; we just need to eliminate the blocks that stop us from manifesting it. So many people resist, which is why so few ever achieve their goals. Successful people do what unsuccessful people won't do. If you feel yourself resisting, just recognize and acknowledge it. Realize that it is probably unconscious, since 96% of what we do is ruled by the subconscious. Then just feel your response, emotionally and physically. If it feels bad, it is an illusion, but you need to feel it before you can heal it.
That's why I think EssenceWork and SoulPoint are so wonderful. Conscious awareness doesn't change the program that was installed at age 5 or before; by analyzing what happened you are just reinforcing it. Just clear away the blockages, re-install a new program, start with the present moment and go forward unencumbered!